Shattered heart sentiments

No hopes of rejuvenation
maybe just to pump oxygen into and out
of this restless biological frame
Once innocent thoughts have evolved
into a stereotypical mind set
I see a stranger in your mirror
as three years of knowing you
dwindle down the drain
Seeing through your actions
does not constitute my basket of desires
I can't find it in my being to loathe you
for you always had a way with me
I was living in the days of:
'Humbly I submit
To your love so sweet'

I can't put into words the fairy tale that was

These turn of events fills me
With wishes of having a disc
that has files of you
I would delete them
and disable my memory's capacity
To read you
I don't know what to hate
I don't know what to think
I can only mold a void dream
out of trying to understand you
I need neither strength nor solace
I just want to go home

- by Crimson Subway